Quite a lot of my friends have recently been hit by bouts of heartache. I have have all the advice of the cosmos pouring out of me, but I soon realized...I have never been in a true, honest-to-God relationship. Of course, I've dated, and steadily, I might add, but I have never been in a good relationship where reciprocation was practiced on a healthy level.
It has been a year. I have been used by plenty of people. I won't pretend like I haven't done my fair share of using, but it was very destructive behavior. I had no excuse to act the way I did. I have found that being alone, really alone for the first time, has allowed me to be meditative, and really get in touch with what I want. It has definitely been good for my soul.
I'm trying to break my Princess Complex. I'm giving love a chance to grow, instead of strong-arming it into something broken. I'm ready to bloom.
Ganymede, The Pillar of Confidence
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