My 55....

Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people:

1. I spent a week playing nothing but Snaps and War with you, and I miss you in my life.
2. Sometimes you piss me off til I lose my temper, but we always seem to make it through our little tiffs.
3. You took my heart and broke it. I'm not sure I will ever fully get over that, but I try everyday.
4. I forget how wonderful you are, and then you do something that's like a smack in the face, and I remember.
5. Knowing you always feels like a dream. You are wonderful and vibrant, and I miss seeing you everyday.
6. You are the most stubborn person I have ever met.
7. You are one of the most beautiful people I know.
8. I wish you would wake up and realize that everyone loves you the way you are. Even God.
9. You will succeed, and overcome. I have faith in you.
10. We do rule.

Nine things about myself:

1. I'm secretly a tree-hugging hippy.
2. I sometimes seem very judgmental, but I usually let the actions speak for themselves.
3. I have trust issues

4. Give me liberty or give me death.
5. Don't tell me I can't. It just pisses me off.
6. My faith is ever changing and evolving.
7. Sometimes I fear I will never find real love.
8. I fall in love WAY too easily.
9. As a result, I get burned. A lot.


Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Have passion in everything you choose to do.
2. Have some creative ability.
3. Eat with me. :)
4. Have faith, and believe in hope.
5. Only let me have my way, when I really need it. Otherwise, don't.
6. Do what you think is honest and good.
7. Continuously push yourself, and in response me, to be better than you are.
8. Hug me, and hold me a little longer each time. (I loved this too much not to use it.)


Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Really?....Really?
2. Huh...
3. Ya know....
4. Oh MY GOSH!!!
5. I know, right?
6. Oh, shut up...
7. I'm gonna kill him...


Six things I do before I go sleep:

1. Wash my face.
2. Brush my teeth.
3. Moisturize everything.
4. Talk to myself.
5. Read.
6. Make sure the doors are locked.


Five people who mean a lot to me:

1. Mom/Gram
2. Larry
3. Dione
4. Rick
5. Barbra Streisand

Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. Black dress slacks
2. Givenchy tie
3. H&M Undies
4. Eyeglasses


Three songs that I listen to often:

1. Side Show - I Will Never Leave You
2. Lady GaGa - Alejandro
3. Idina Menzel - Heaven Help My Heart

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Create something truly meaningful and memorable.
2. Fully love God and myself.

One Confession:

1. I seem to be the most confident person to the world, but I'm the most worrisome, scared, self-conscious person that needs validation from others.